Ok, so remember in my last blog where I wrote about keeping the mental focus? Today I put that lesson to the test.
Launch was even stronger than yesterday and good pilots were screwing up and getting popped, dragged, and smacked. Multiple times.
But other good pilots were handling it well, so I, confident in my high wind technique, put myself in line 3rd or so to launch.
Before inflating, I built a good wall and checked carefully for any knots or line snags. Seeing none I inflated, but my timing was off. Whoosh went a gust, and "wheee" went Jeff.
In retrospect, I should have gone hands up and flown the glider off launch backward, rotating in my harness once clear of the hill. Instead I reamed the brakes to bring the glider down, knowing I'd get dragged a bit, which I was.
I was a bit embarrassed, but I wasn't the first, nor the last, to flub that day, so I brushed it off (and my glasses, flight deck etc...), and went about straightening out my glider.
A couple helpful, but overzealous folks on launch helped me gather up the glider, I cleared up the lines and went back to launch.
The comp has a two-flub rule—blow two inflations and go to the back of the line—so I carefully laid my glider out in a nice rosetta and put some tension on the A's to inflate the middle section.
A few seconds pass while I wait for a good cycle to arrive and Nicole Mclearn walks up to my wing and starts fingering the top surface.
"Something wrong?" I ask.
"I think you have a tear," she tells me.
"How big?"
"A couple inches."
Crap. I bundle up off launch, unclip, and rummage around in my harness pockets for patch tape. Another pilot, Natalya, helps me do a quick patch.
At this point I'm annoyed and also impatient as I'm watching the day slip away from me. With folks being slow on launch, and having to wait my turn again each time I pull off launch, it's getting late. There are still only about 6 people in the air, but they are high and well established at the start cylinder.
I'm going to need at least 15 minutes, maybe more, to go join them and the race start time is rapidly approaching.
So when we finish up the patch, I hop right back to the front of the line (I've still only had 1 launch attempt), but the people on launch are waiting for good winds, and blowing their inflations. The wait is interminable.
Finally the person in front of me gets off the hill. I walk over, layout carefully. Take a deep breather and tell myself to pull it together, the people who tugged the glider were just trying to help, leave your frustration on the hill, make the inflation solid ('cause the end-of-the-line is a long way back), and go fly.
I inflate the glider perfectly, everything looks good, I turn, and as I start down the hill something feels very wrong. My harness is slipping up my shoulders. I forget to reattach my leg straps.
Immediately I have only one thought: I am not leaving the hill with my glider. It can go fly all it wants but I am staying on the ground. I also can't help but think about the recent fatal accident in Valle when a pilot launched without her straps.
These thoughts happen in split-second timeframe. I shoot my arms straight up over my head and let the harness slip up and away.
I may have been a foot off the ground, and the moment my feet touch down, the same moment I feel completely free of the harness, I slam the breaks, stalling the wing back onto the hill, but absolutely ready to drop the handles and let the wing fly away if braking caused the glider to surge upward.
This entire incident takes no more than a few seconds and when all is done I'm maybe 10ft down the hillside with my glider lying on launch. With the help of various launch observers, I gather my stuff and with no prompting, head for the back of the line.
I feel clearly that the day is lost. There is no way I'm catching the people who've already launched, but much more importantly I just made a very stupid mistake. My reactions were good and I came away unhurt but this was a very serious lapse—like nothing I've done before in my 10yrs of flying.
Clipping back into my gear I thought about the cardinal rules I had broken that got me into this situation:
- If you unclip anything on your harness, unclip everything.
I had unclipped my leg straps (the only straps on my harness—it has integrated leg/waist strap) but I had left my flight deck attached to both biners which meant I couldn't really see my straps.
- Never launch in a rush, frustrated, or distracted.
I wasn't thinking about my launch. I was thinking about racing, and how I was falling behind before I was even off the hill.
- Always pre-flight every time you prepare to launch.
I had, as always, performed my pre-flight check when I suited up and got in line. But I hadn't before my two inflations.
So now I had to decide what I was going to do. After yesterday I had told myself I would me mentally tough and not let myself get rattled as I had by the knot I launched with.
I carefully checked my gear again (straps, risers, speed system, reserve handle, reserve pins, helmet, radio), took a moment to chill, and got back in line.
The launch window was still open, but the race start was in just a few minutes and I was now behind at least 15 pilots waiting to launch.
The launch was still strong and the wind was a bit cross from the west. Most pilots were waiting for the southern of the two launch slots which gave more room to kite in the cross winds and less rotor. So I was able to hop immediately into the northern, unwanted launch.
A quick pre-flight assured me everything was good, I had an excellent inflation and was off the hill and back in the competition.
The flight itself was relaxing and a lot of fun. I was able to leave my frustrations on the hill and focus. With the first 6 pilots at least 1/2hr ahead of me, I didn't bother trying to catch them, but instead challenged myself to make goal and to stay ahead of the rest of the pack—essentially deciding that my race was for 7th place.
Nicole Mclearn, who had been having some trouble launching (just the typical trouble getting a good cycle and inflation, nothing as goofy as my troubles) launched right after me and we flew most of the course together. In fact here is a photo of Nicole after we hit the first turn-point.
Nicole and I marked thermals for each other the first bit of the course and had a gorgeous climb out of the first turn-point, tip-to-tip for 2000ft.
As the race progressed, I pulled a bit ahead of Nicole by taking a more direct route to the 2nd turn-point, and after a bit of cliff-scratching between turn-point 2 and 3, I glided into goal, full speed bar, at 100fpm up as the valley lifted off, arriving 4000ft agl—plenty of space to throw down some asym-spirals, a nice long SAT and a few rolly-polly wing-overs.
I was 7th, 10 minutes behind #6, and 30 minutes behind Abe Laguna, the day's winner.
All in all, a solid effort. I was able to get over my lapse, focus on the course, make some time up on the guys ahead of me, and fly a fun safe route. In the end I dropped only 1 place, from 5th overall to 6th.
And from now on when I talk to students about the importance of pre-flight prep, it won't be theoretical. At least not for me.